I loveed him! He'll be living in our hearts!

Why I have to be farfar away from my Family in a time then I need them so much? I miss my family so much!!! I will never see my granddy! He was so openmided. I'm sure a lot of his friends will come to pass him to his last way. And me. Right now I'm on board of Airbus A-319 s7 airlines flying from Ukraine to Russia. I'm going to call my brother Misha to invite me at the airport Kazan from Moscow. Than i will go excectly to my mother's place. We'll deside all the scenario of comming funeral. I almoust sure we'll bring the body to Laishevo village - his birth and almoust all the time living place where probaly where are no man who does not know him... I miss him!

The last moon night my grandfather was alife yet...

Here is my feelings. My grandfather has gone... I dont know.; I'm sad. I feel awuful about the fact he is not alife now and about the fact he will never say me 'Take care, son. Don't rush. Be very carefull on roads'... I miss him very much. Many times before today, I was thinking about the day of his death... Like what whould I feel ? How it would be? How my Mom would call and say about it? May be it have to be shame on me couse of such kind of thouts. Who knows? But I don't care. There are several points which I'm careing for now. It's my Mother's health - I think she was very related to him and taied up in everyday life; Let me remember - may be even 7 last years they were living together. She cared for him. She cooked for him on everyday basis. What to say else? And It's obvious that she is most hearted person in this situation. Another thing which is eating me inside out is the fact I'was not there during this happend. I was abroad - 'busy' on a job. Fuck my job! Why I have to be far away from my...

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